I cant believe that its been so long since I started this journal.I was so looking forward to it then my life just went to hell.Im surprised I even remembered that I had this one.But now things are better and I wont be thrown out of this house and I can start over. I decided to start writing in here tonite cuz I started another diet today and I thought that writing wuld take my mind off of how hungry I am. And I feel so bad becuz in my first entry all these people were giving me great advice and just being so supportive and i never got to tell them thanks so if any of ya'll that left me comments reads this I just wanna say Thnx and Im sorry I never got back to you. I just went thru real hard times but now Im back!lol-And Ive learned so many new things from other people and Im real excited.Ive recently lost about 15 pounds but its not as much as I want off of my body and its deff not going away fast enuff. But I guess that everyone has to deal with those problems huh? But this is sumwhere that i can talk about it and know that other ppl are going thru the same thing and arent judgemental.Well hopefulli not. Im so stoked about this tho..and i know that Ive already said that I was excited or w/e but I really am.I used to be so skinny and now Im not and its so depressing to look at old pictures and be like -wow I looked great-I really dont know wut happened to me but Im gonna fix it. I know that it takes time but itll be worth it. The hard things in life always are.

But its getting late and I gotta be up early tomorrow to look for a job...yeah that blows.

Goodnite && much love

Im starting this site becuz I have decided that Im gonna fast becuz I desperately  need to lose weight. Im willing to try nething that it takes to make this work and Im hoping that writing in here and reading about others who are tryin to do the same thing will keep me goin and motivated.....I wuld apprecaite any advice that you guys have but plz dont be mean cuz I am trying to better mahself and i really dont need the negativity rite now--thanks-

x/3